Comes To A Point

There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just mean you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.

That Feeling

It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling — that really hollowed-out feeling.

Heartbreak

Everyone at some point in their life is going to experience it. And you know what? It's probably one of the most painful things a person has to go through. I'm not going to lie. When you get your heart broken, it feels like it shattered into million pieces. It's like that person you were head over heels for stomped mercilessly  on your heart. It feels like your heart is being shredded to pieces, cut up and thrown in the trash left to rot. It hurts a lot emotionally and physically. Getting your heart broken makes your heart physically hurt. Ypu cry and cry wish it wasn't like this. You wish it was just a temporary nightmare. But, the sad truth? It's not. It's reality. And you're going to have to accept it, the pain and all.

Dealing With Each Other

Couples learn to deal with each other. Even if they annoy each other, make fun of each other, and even go through some rough times with each other, but in the end you learn to like each other through those. It's not everyday where you can tell someone you love them and you'll do anything just to be with them. Some days you'll fight over little things and you'll realize that you've made a mistake and go back to them and pretending that nothing ever happen between the two of you. We all have that one person we want to be with and just love, and there'll always be that one person that captures our fall, and there'll be a person who will stay with you even with your flaws.

Bitter Truth That Can't Be Avoided

Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.

Playground Date

Thank you for travelling all the way from Toa Payoh to Woodlands just to accompany me and Puteri over to the playground located just around our area.
I appreciate how you never fail to treat Puteri well just like your own. I just can't stop smiling each time i see the two of you play and have fun with each other. How Puteri looks at you and be happy with you just melts my heart. Since young, she never had the love from a father. The moment you came into my life, not only you accepted me with all my flaws, but you accepted my daughter too. You can never imagine the happiness i'm feeling deep down each time you and Puteri laugh and play with each other. I know you want to be a good role model as a father towards her, and i know you are also slowly learning to become a good parent. It might take times, but i know you will be able to do so. Thank You my love. This is the reasons why i just can't stop loving you more and more each day.

Officially Engaged

Today, a new chapter begins in this whole new journey of our relationship. It 's never going to be easy, but i'm sure with support from each other, everything will turn out fine. In Sha Allah.