;Born as a Princess to Be a Queen: Please Be Gentle

Friday, December 4, 2015

Please Be Gentle

I'm not perfect. My words are sharp, I'm rude, I forgot who I used to be. Back then I was soft-spoken, soft-hearted.. Something made me who I am today, not becos people deserve this from me. I don't wanna be vulnerable anymore.

Please be Gentle with me while I glued all the pieces back together. All it takes is to be Gentle

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Too many judge me without knowing me. I get hated when people do not even know me.

I do not like to grow up and I do not like to be mature with the exception of handling any life related problems. I am a brat and I love being one. I am not spoilt with money, just attention from my family and close friends.

I give birth to a beautiful daughter at a young age of 17. I was a single mom at a young age and it wasn’t something i am proud of. But never once did i regret having my daughter in my life. Not even once having a child restrict me on achieving what i want in life, instead, my daughter presence gave me the strength, motivation and inspiration in life. It made me mature and having the wants to strive better in live. For her, for me, for us.

I do not really have many friends that I can trust on. I build a wall around me and I rather have lesser friends than a lot of untrustworthy friends. I handle my life related problems very diplomatically with an ego. I do not usually say sorry unless I really know it is my fault.

It was never easy for me to open up to the people around me, no matter how long I’ve known them or how close i am to them. Though, it took quite sometime, i am grateful that I’ve tie a knot to my other half. He never fail to love my daughter like his own, accept me for who i am and guide me to right pathway. Every marriage have their own challenges and obstacles and I am glad to go through this thick and thin marriage journey with him.

I do not ask to be accepted but do not judge me easily. Well, to sum up everything, I am weird and I am not perfect. I hate, I love, I make mistakes but I learn.